Travel blues..

Will b going to Dubai/ Vienna next week and right now, my heart isn't as settled I guess.. emo + everything.. argh.. worried about taking such a long break and having a haywire work cycle when I come back. I pray that God give me peace & let me enjoy this when I bring my mama along.. it's one of the reasons why I'm going.. coz she would like to.. and one of my intentions of bring my parents overseas once every yr.. as much as I no longer enjoy travelling.. Haha..

I pray for peace for going away; I pray for openings.  My appts are few and the week is empty; I'm not sure how the bills can be paid but I know that God's with me and that's all it matters.

I pray for a friend who's pregnancy isn't that stable; I pray that God you protect her and her baby; I pray that you give her peace so that the mind will not wander; I pray that the pregnancy will be smooth and in a few months time , she will deliver a healthy baby.

I also pray for the salvation of the unchurched; that they come to know You; that indeed life with God is more assuring. I pray that they see Your works in me. Indeed, in all, I give thanks to the Lord for all He has provided. In Jesus name I pray, amen !

10-5-0?

- Posted on 29th Jul 2016-

Something happened that day & I might be pregnant. The initial feelings were " Yeah! #4!"; followed by " How are we going to cope?"; "Can we really handle another one? Diaper bag again! ???"

Of coz, all these were just wild thoughts and nothing has been finalized yet. Will know by Joy's birthday if it happens. (Muz be crazy). The inital hopes quickly turned to fears within a day. Even when a colleague brought her baby to office, it did lift my spirits up for a while, but only for a while.

Right now, I pray Lord that God, You know the shortfalls, the situation, I pray that You know best for me & whateven happens, I will obey. I pray that Your Will be done; and may all things be right in yr eyes! In Jesus name I pray, Amen!

* By today, I'm glad to inform that it's just a false alarm. :)