The trip was a good break for me, for us. But as it nears the end, it suddenly dawned on me that Joy will be flying off soon. 

That thought crippled me just before the gala. Such that I wanted to skip it. I needed time to decompress my thoughts. 

I told William that I wanted to skip it. I wanted to run away. Cried badly. Cried like a baby who dropped her cake on the floor. 😭

其实还是很不舍得🥹