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I cried big big buckets last night. Was triggered by Vera bad attitude towards us, towards her siblings. 

And I’m not sure if it’s coz 

1) I’ve become less tolerant coz it suddenly dawned on me that she’s 14, not 4. How will she survive in the real world if she doesn’t speak for herself, if she continues to display such attitude to others? Or

2) like what William says “when mama is stressed, she’s easily triggered”

I did get offended when he said that last night. 

I believe it’s with good intentions that I’m not tolerating this anymore. And I want to stop my kids from giving in to her. She needs to stop bullying her siblings and start to treat everyone kindly.

I couldn’t sleep last night and my eyes are still crazy puffing. I have a shoot later… 😭😭😭

And then I have 3 appts today. (4pm, 530, 830). And another adviser trying to squeeze a consult in between. 

I said no. 

Book me in advance pls. 

I’m not 7-11. Stop assuming every training is a “crash course” and only needs 5 mins. If it’s so easy, go do it yourself. Or start coming for trainings. The topic has been discussed several times. 

If you can’t make it this week, book me for 1-1 next week. I’m more packed than yr fav hairstylist/ manicurist/ masseuse and every time I try to squeeze any of you in, it comes at an expense. My focus.