I love swimming. But I haven’t swam in mths.
Sick. Weather. Overwhelmed. Just didn’t feel like it.
Didn’t feel like crawling out of my comfy couch. Wanted to 躺平 til the end of life..
But I did it today. Walked out of all the “weeds” trying to convince me not to.
“U have 4 appts today. U should prepare them”
“The son will be upset if he finds out u swam without him”
“The water is too cold”
一千个理由。
I’m tired of being a sofa. I wanna walk towards a healthier self. Step by step.
The first dip into the pool.
Damn. The water is soooooo cold.
Did my first lap. 有一点吃力喔. Argh…I’ve been a sofa for too long.
Did 16 laps for today. Not my best. But celebrating the small win.
I need to remember to love myself; and also to take care of this body of mine.
